0130 MONDAY

O dere (as Molesworth says in Whizz for Atoms) I seem to be awake - it must be hot milk time.  Here I am once more, feeling the need to communicate what I'm thinking.  I don't think I'm high again, just a bit sleepless.  Maybe the lower dose of quetiapine is the culprit.  I have. however, bought some new pyjama bottoms and a leather bracelet - the latter from eBay.  I always cruise the antique silver pages on eBay in the hopes of getting a bargain - I picked up a nice cigarette case years ago (not that I use it).

I have a love/hate relationship with my highs - I love them when I'm having them, but I hate the damage they cause.  I must have spent an unbelievable amount of money during episodes - which is no good at all.

I think I'll try to go back to sleep now.