Just had a conversation with HT who put my mind at rest - this buzziness could be just because I'm coming out of a depression and my antidepressant is a bit too high. So I've got that to hang on to, which makes me feel better about things. I'm hoping that tonight will be a sleepy one. I get to sleep with no problem, but then I wake and am forced out of bed by the Wakeful Imp. I wonder if I'll be able to just turn over and try to go back to sleep. Who knows.
Just had an offer of a poker game on Saturday evening - I hope I'm well enough, as I love the game. I have quite a good poker face when I'm well, and I'm a reasonable player, so Saturday is something to aim for. I might try and drive tomorrow if my concentration has improved, but a friend is going to collect my tablets, so I don't have to go out of the village. Now I'm off to watch crap TV and try and relax a bit.
I spent 16 years in the RAF defending the Free World , then got bunged out unceremoniously for being bipolar. I and was subsequently diagnosed with PTSD. Funny old world, isn't it?