Spoke to the HT doctor. She thinks I ought to have some stability in my drugs, which I agree with. So it's 350mg quetiapine, 150mg venlafaxine and nitrazepam prn. And, of course, 40mg Abilify. I'm glad I don't have to keep remembering different quantities - what I'm on now is fine. I'm feeling a bit irritable and can't settle to anything - which is a bugger as I have things to do. I thought HT were going to visit, but the next time is Sunday, so I'll have to hang on until then. In the meantime, I'm still in pjs with no immediate intention of getting dressed. Had HT been coming, I might have made the effort. As it is, I'll see how I feel later.
I'm really tired again, but can't sleep - I tried to drop off watching the news, but failed dismally. I'd like to go for a drive, but I don't think my concentration is up to it. Roll on stability.
I spent 16 years in the RAF defending the Free World , then got bunged out unceremoniously for being bipolar. I and was subsequently diagnosed with PTSD. Funny old world, isn't it?