To Bed

Had a quiet afternoon, watching rubbish TV and smoking.  The cats enjoyed it because they can settle down beside me or on my lap, which is very comforting.  I eventually emptied the dishwasher (hooray for me), stacked it with all the stuff from the sink, and put it on again.  I haven't even had the energy to write.

Once again, I'm tired but not sleepy and I wish I had a quid for every time I've typed that recently.  However, I've taken my tablets and live in hope of a good night's sleep.  I shall start to despair if I don't get one.  Tomorrow, there's a meeting here with my care coordinator and someone from HT to discuss the way ahead, and I hope to be able to say that I slept.  That's at 1200, so I really must get out of my pjs by then and have a shower.

My mood is still flat and I'm not feeling much.  I might have a shower tonight to calm me down a bit before I try to go to sleep.  I'm off to bed now, so night night.  I might be back.