WEDNESDAY PM

Well, I failed to catch Arthur to take him to the vet, so I now have an appointment next week.  He saw the basket, did an impression of a starfish, and shot under the bath, so I had to admit defeat.

I'll tell you about my Numerology consultation.  She said there were powerful energies at work.  I am, apparently, a self starter who is not afraid to stand alone; I need to be independent, particularly in marriage.  Ho ho - how true that is.  My mother was a strong influence on me but maybe there was an aversion to expressing strong emotions at home when I was young.  I think that's true - I was always afraid of losing my temper in case I couldn't control it.  It seemed too big to have any normal boundaries.

I need to trust my inner voice.  I can easily overdo things and run on empty - accurate.  I am forced to deal with detail when I actually prefer to look at the big picture; I must learn to be more patient when others get in the way of my exercising power.  I need to have laughter around me - I am often very up and very down, and when I"m up I find that others can't keep up with my thought processes.   I have spiritual awareness which I need to notice more.  I can be sceptical and dismissive, but have a keen sense of wanting to help others.  I am a perfectionist and can be very hard on myself.  My feelings have been pushed down for a long time.  I see obstacles as opportunities.

All very accurate!  She also spoke of two massive lettings go.  I imagine they are the loss of my career and the loss of my marriage.

If you're interested in Numerology, drop me a line at info@craz