Well, I failed to catch Arthur to take him to the vet, so I now have an appointment next week. He saw the basket, did an impression of a starfish, and shot under the bath, so I had to admit defeat.
I'll tell you about my Numerology consultation. She said there were powerful energies at work. I am, apparently, a self starter who is not afraid to stand alone; I need to be independent, particularly in marriage. Ho ho - how true that is. My mother was a strong influence on me but maybe there was an aversion to expressing strong emotions at home when I was young. I think that's true - I was always afraid of losing my temper in case I couldn't control it. It seemed too big to have any normal boundaries.
I need to trust my inner voice. I can easily overdo things and run on empty - accurate. I am forced to deal with detail when I actually prefer to look at the big picture; I must learn to be more patient when others get in the way of my exercising power. I need to have laughter around me - I am often very up and very down, and when I"m up I find that others can't keep up with my thought processes. I have spiritual awareness which I need to notice more. I can be sceptical and dismissive, but have a keen sense of wanting to help others. I am a perfectionist and can be very hard on myself. My feelings have been pushed down for a long time. I see obstacles as opportunities.
All very accurate! She also spoke of two massive lettings go. I imagine they are the loss of my career and the loss of my marriage.
If you're interested in Numerology, drop me a line at info@craz
I spent 16 years in the RAF defending the Free World , then got bunged out unceremoniously for being bipolar. I and was subsequently diagnosed with PTSD. Funny old world, isn't it?